It would be a miracle

4 more weeks till the last day of school. Time flies by fast.Sophomore year could be my last colorguard season. I really need to get my grades up. I'm trying my best to get them up.In the beginning of the year my grades were perfect well besides math. When it got to the middle of the school year my grades just drop. I'm not proud of myself. I'm pretty sure no one is proud if there grade drop.If I'm not in guard my junior year then I'm going to try out for vollyball, I'm already tall.Instead i might just try out for softball. I was in softball for 7 years but its been like 6 years since I've played. I really miss it. I'm going to miss colorguard the most.My mom is going to put me in tutoring and take me out of guard because the tutoring is so much money. At first my mom said i can just ask my grandparents if they can help me pay for colorguard like just pay the rest of whatever is left that i didn't fun raised. Then all of a sudden she just said no your not going to be in colorguard...unless i raise up my grades which would be a miracle.

Junior year is finally coming up. Then this will be my 3 year in guard or , my sophomore year could be my last time ever performing. If it is.. I don't know what I'll do. What am I suppose to do after school. I would usually go to practice then go home and do homework, but I guess Ill just hang out with my friends I guess. My bestfriend  is trying out for caption. I honestly think she not going to make it. We have 3 captions , 1 main one and the others 2 are co-captions. 2 of them currently are graduating and the other is quitting guard so now we're going to have 3 new captions. I heard for the field season theme is going to be gladiators but now its about world I guess. Not everybody knows but it has world in it. Around the world? Disney World? World War 1? World War2?Hopefully is something intense.